Monday, April 14, 2008

baby..how i missed you..

hari neh dah masuk hari ketiga comey tak balik..
along n iwe wat kesimpulan maybe comey dijaga oleh orang depan kot..
sebab nye..
comey jarang merayau sampai ke depan..
along tak pasti..
tapi..
along memang harap sangat baby dijaga sekarang neh..
musim neh panas sangat..
harap comey baby dapat minum air banyak2 ok?
nanti dehydrated lak..
along tak nak tuh b'laku..
kesimpulan yang kami buat adalah untuk sedapkan hati sendirik jek..
kami tolak kemungkinan comey dilanggar..
sebabnya..
memang tiada kesan..
salah kami jugak..
tak bagi comey derak jauh2..
asek2 lepak kat umah je..
tapi..
kami buat sebab kami sayang dan kami risau..
baby sayang..
tak teringatkah comey pada kami??
along tahu..
jauh di sudut hati semua orang..
semua dok rindukan comey..
abah n iwe lagi lagi la..
abah asek jengok along beberape kali..
maybe nak pastikan along ok..
pelik rasenye..
bile bangun tidor..
along carik comey duluh..
tebiat neh hampir semua ada..
tapi..
sekarang neh..
comey dah hilang..
tapi..
tebiat tuh masih lekat dan sebati dalam diri along n yg laen2..
selalunye..
lepas along maen komputer neh..
along kluar angkat kain..
n ajak comey masuk skali..
comey kadang2 lena tengok along lipat kain..
sometimes gak..
comey main2 kat tepi sofa..
cakar sofa..
dan kebelakangan neh..
dah jadi tebiat comey..
main bawah sofa lak..
along tak rase comey benci kami..
sebab..
malam sebelum comey tak de..
comey memang syok maen ngan along n iwe..
main bawah sofa 3 dengan along..
gune chopstick..
ingat tak?/
balikla comey..
kecian kat along neh..
tak tahan rasenye rindu di hati neh..
along skang neh cepat sebak..
tengokla cite pape pom..
mesti nk nanges..
iyela..
dulu comey ade nak teman..
tp..
comey akan balik kan??
along percaya..

i never thought that my life would be this hard to go through..
without you..
it's just so hard..
i need you baby..

b..
baliklah cepat..
kite kan soulmates..
along xdok mood nak wat ape2 pom..
just to keep myself busy..
along buat jugak yg t'mampu..
angkat kain..
tp..
xleh nk lipat kain.
nak jalan2 kat luar pon payah..
mesti t'jenguk2 cari comey..
apatah lagi dalam rumah..
semua bahagian dalam umah neh..
ade kenangan kite b'same..
along taw..
iwe pom sedeyh..
bangun pagi..
cari comey luh..
wat peluk kat atas sofa sambil tgk tv..
pastuh..
bile nk g skul..
comey tinggal ngan along plak..
comey leh bayangkan x?
iwe g skul dh awal sgt..
tinggalla along n opah..
tp slalunye ade comey..
along akan teruskan jugak pencarian ini..
along takkan putus asa..
give up dh kua dr kamus hidup along skang..

rindu kamu selalu..
sayang kamu selamanya..

Sunday, April 13, 2008

devastation..

baby..
along tak tahu kat mana nak cari baby lagi..
along has no idea at all..
baby diambil orang ke apa..
along betul2 tak tahu..
tapi..
dengan bersisakan sedikit keyakinan..
along yakin..
baby akan balik juga ke pangkuan kami dalam 2,3 hari ni..

along yakin dengan kekuasaan dan kebesaran Allah..
sebab itu lah harapan along tak putus..
along mengharapkan comey balik segera..
along dah bernazar..
dan..
along memang nak tunaikan nazar tuh..
dengan..
kepulangan baby..

comey sayang..
kalau lah comey dapat merasakan..
keperitan,kepedihan,penderitaan yang along alami..
along pasti..
baby akan pulang jua..
dalam masa terdekat..
kasih dan sayang along tak berganjak walau satu detik sekalipun..

along tak sabar2 lagi nak peluk cium comey..
sperti mana yang biasa along lakukan..
cuma..
kadang2..
airmata ini tak dapat ditahan-tahan..
kalau nak menitis..
mengalir jua lah di pipi along..

rindu sangat........

along tak dapat bayangkan kalau comey lapar dan dahaga..
penat dan letih..
along harap sangat..
comey cepat pulang..
supaya kami boleh jaga comey macam dulu..
makanan comey tuh banyak lagi..
abah kan baru beli baru2 ni..
sape yg nak habiskan..
along tak nak bagi kat kucing2 lain..
along nak comey je..

kalaulah..
pada waktu ini..
comey dijaga oleh orang lain..
along harap comey dapat perhatian dan penjagaan yg wajar..
baby kena tetap saayang kami ok?

semoga kami dapat bertemu dengan comey dalam jangka masa terdekat ni..

sejuta sayang dari aku yang asyik merinduimu..

Ya Allah..
pada-Mu aku berserah..
aku kepingin untuk bersatu kembali dengan satu2 nya kucing kesayangan aku itu..
dia telah membesar di hadapan ku selama ini..
aku mohon..
dia dikembalikan..
Aamiin..

comey ku..

baby..
pliz come home..
i miss u so much..
along nangis je neh..

Saturday, April 12, 2008

mY babY..

my baby..comey..
you've added another burden to my heart..
sayang..
where have you gone??
you should know by yourself that we're going to miss you like crazy..

along redha kalau comey pergi..
tiada guna along meratap,meraung..
sebab kalau benar comey sudah meninggalkan kami..
comey pergi tanpa sebarang petanda..
tetapi..
sekiranya along mendapat tahu comey dikhianati..
along akan bangkit untuk menuntut bela dan keadilan..

along rindukan..
suara comey..
kenakalan comey..
along nak tengok comey lena di depan along lagi..

along tak suka dengan cara comey pergi..
comey biarkan along dalam tanda tanya..
along benci!!

along nak tengok lagi mata biru comey yang bersinar tuh..
along tak mahu kenangan kita lesap begitu saja..
along akan tetap sayang comey sehingga ke akhir hayat along..

comey dah menghilang[atau dihilangkan?!] hampir sehari..
dulu..
paling lewat pun..
petang comey dah balik..
tidur di tempat lain..
tak mahu diganggu iwe atau adik..
ini..
comey langsung tak menampakkan bayang..
opah kata..
kalau esok comey masih tak ada..
maka..
kami kena tabah..

tiada lagi tempat along untuk bermanja..
dengan comey lagi..

you know what..
you'll be missed..
you'll never be forgotten..
and..
you'll always be loved..
by me..
and others..

i love you so much..
it's just the time and setting..
are not good enough..
to say..
farewell..

Friday, April 11, 2008

inNer c0L0ur




Your Inner Color is Blue



Your Personality: Your natural warmth and intuition nurtures those around you. You are accepting and always follow your heart.



You in Love: Relationships are your top priority, and this includes love. You are most happy when you are serious with someone.



Your Career: You need to help others in your job to feel satistifed. You would be a great nurse, psychologist, or counselor.

gEmsT0nE




Your Gemstone is Topaz



Comforting, considerate, and stable.

You are down to earth and grounded.

che pikah's personality type




You Are An ENFP



The Inspirer



You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.

You are also unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority and rules.

Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.

You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're quite the storyteller!



In love, you are quite the charmer. And you are definitely willing to risk your heart.

You often don't follow through with your flirting or professed feelings. And you do break a lot of hearts.



At work, you are driven but not a workaholic. You just always seem to enjoy what you do.

You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.



How you see yourself: compassionate, unselfish, and understanding



When other people don't get you, they see you as: gushy, emotional, and unfocused

birth month..




Your Birth Month is January



You are a natural leader who is able to stand up when no one else can.

Strong and powerful, you tend to overshadow those around you.



Your soul reflects: deep love, fascination with life, and a distinctive persona



Your gemstone: Garnet



Your flower: Snowdrop



Your colors: Black, dark red, and dark blue

pick-up line




Your Pickup Line Is



Be unique and different - just say yes.

my flavour ice cream??




You Are A Mint Chocolate Chip Ice Cream Girl



Creative. Expressive. Unique.

mY jaPaNeSe sMiLeY




You are "Sleeping"






You Are Cayenne Pepper



You are very over the top and a bit overwhelming.

You have a fiery personality, and you can give anyone a good jolt.

You can easily take things up a couple notches, no matter what crowd you're running with.

where will i find my dream guy?

You'll find love where you least expect it..

You're the type most likely to find love... surprised?

You shouldn't be!

You're a fun, independent woman who is always out and about.

And you're smart to sometimes leave your girlfriends behind and go it alone.

Men love to approach you when you're out by yourself - including Mr. Perfect!

mY Lov3 s0ng-to-be




Your Love Song Is



Yellow by Coldplay



"Look at the stars,

Look how they shine for you,

And everything you do,

Yeah they were all yellow"



You're so in love, it's like a drug.

c0nTroL fReaK, am I??




You Are 48% Control Freak



Generally, you are in control but not a control freak. You life is usually in order.

However, sometimes you get too obsessed with making everything in your life picture perfect.

Monday, April 7, 2008

'[M]'

mr big 'M' that c'pikah needs to remove from life..
ingat c'pikah, PENTING neh..
antara penyebab c'pikah jd pelik..
hehehe~ ('',)
back to serious-ness..
diz is so important okayh?!

M-marah[kdg2 bleyh la..]
M-malas[kalo dh jd tebi'at..setel lar sendirik..]
M-makan[sbb c'pikah dh makin gemuk..huhuhu~..but cannot maa..nnt kebuluran anak ini..]
M-minum[x bleyh gakx..kehausan daku..]
M-muncung[nnt xlawo muka yg dh tut..tut..]
M-main2[dah c'pikah suke..nk wat cm ne lg..]
M-mekap[kalo dh minah type 'jangoks', mmg xleh lari dh..tp,aq xle over..]




p/s:tapi c'pikah nk ckp sket..ade kala nye, Mende2 kt atas tuh ade gune nye..cume kene taw batas2 nye..jgn t'lebeyh sudaah[stacy!]..ade paham x??since c'pikah yg type neh, maka senarai kt atas tuh m'jadik p'igtn wat c'pikah..okeyh?!

Saturday, April 5, 2008

childhood memories..

when i heard the noise from the outside, when i looked to the children running here and there, there's little bit reminded me of my childhood oldies. it was memorable. those kids were playing 'bola kaki 3' which i used to play that, even i was in form 2[there's a time i still played that game]. it's not all about childish, immatured or whatsoever, but the memories that sticked inside my mind, would never be vanished just in a blink of my eyes. missed my old time, very much. wished i could ever repeat all those times. and of course, 'bola kaki 3' was not the only game that ever played!

KONSERT af6 minggu 3

Pilihan che pikah[berdasarkan lagu]
::nubhan - summer of 69
::saida - sepi sekuntum mawar merah
::riz - dari sinar mata


Pilihan che pikah[berdasarkan persembahan semasa dalam diari]
::stacy - pelesit kota
::nadia -total eclipse of the sun
::riz - dari sinar mata
::rina - metallica song [x igt pe tajuk nye]


jadi, untuk tahu keputusan yang selanjutnya, maka tontonilah konsert pada malam ini.

p/s:walaupun terpaksa berebut tv dengan abah kerana ingin menyaksikan perlawanan bola sepak di tv1. tetapi sejarah membuktikan majoriti terBESAR akan dimiliki oleh yang selebihnya [mama+aku+angah+iwe+adik]. dan opah dikategorikan sebagai berKECUALI.

Friday, April 4, 2008

fick's dream guy??!!

just for fun.
suka2 jek.
very the cliche one.
hehe~
jgn mare hah!

::memahami [because i'm so not understandable]
::beriman [of course to lead me to the right path, Aamiin]
::penyayang [ sudah semestinyalah. sebab kalo x, cm ne nk sayang gue dong?!]
::sweet [coz i hate sour.hahaha~]
::


p/s: will be added next time okeyh?!

[[RELA]]

love this song. especially when it is performed by the rightest person on earth-STACY [alamak, terlebeyh sudaah!!]

tak ubah berbunga lalang
rendahnya pandangan mu
padaku yang amat memerlukan

kegersangan sekeping hati
mengharapkan setitis embun
agar basah rindu ini
aku yang terbiar
sejak mula lagi
biar ku merintih
puas ku berduka

ku hanya mampu berserah
beserta doa harapan
ubahlah haluan hidup ini

demi cinta yang menyala
ku rela menggenggam bara api
demi kasih yang mengharum
sungguh aku rela

biarpun pada pandangan
seperti bunga yang layu terbuang
namun kau pasti tahu
semua kerna aku masih lagi
setia padamu
puas ku menangis seumpama pengemis

ku hanya mampu berserah
beserta doa harapan
ubahlah haluan hidup ini

ho..ho..
ho..ho..
hu..hu..
hu..hu..

him again??!!

by the way, he called me just now. before that, i told him in the evening not to call me, but to chat in ym. it's much easier and more important, it saves his money for the real![since when i've become so much cared nih???!!]LOL. forget it. asked him who's supposed to buy our tickets. me or him? he'll discuss with his dad. he sounded weak and said that he had fever. poor him!! okay. fullstop!

aTTraCtEd??!

owh, puh-lease! i'm not that attracted. it's just destiny decided us to meet, and so what? how i am supposed to avoid it. and again we're going to meet at the end of this month. still, i'm not hoping. what should i describe him? he reminded me some parts of mr S. hahaha~. how funny is that. tall, n i say, quite attractive. let me name him mr CF. i bet elly knows him well, right my dear?! aina also. she looked like ahe's been attracted since a decade ago. just joking, sayang! what else should i say? dark complexion, compared to mr S, who's much fairer. not kind a specky one! nope. not that talkative, but not so quiet and silent one. we have quite a lot in common. we're both the eldest out of four. is that all?? hahahaha~ (",). he's sweet. yes, he is! a joker?? maybe-lah! experienced losing 2 or 3 of his teeth. the reason was he fell off the ground from his bike. sounded funny. but not to me-lar. so he said that he wore some kind of fake teeth right now. yeah! that's him. enough-lar. no more about him.

JPA interview?!

nak citer ape ek? bese jek. nothing's interesting. n i bet i did much betta yg utk pktr. way much better! tadi tu pom, sekejap jek bagi chance tok kite ckp. no introduction [to my surprise]. tu jek. ramai gak yg aku jupe ari ni. fahmi n nor of my group 6 were there too. my fwenx, ah, rajo, toriq, anis, mimie, awin, jepun. that's all to tell.