Thursday, January 10, 2008

me??

got no mood to blog lately. well, i had been quite busy for the reunion of 6d 2002.

macam2 kene buat. nak kene meeting lagihs, cari orang, jumpe cekgu n even meeting wif the new HM. she looked nice to me. n a lil bit strict , maybe. dunno her dat mach.
aku demam jek 2,3 hari nis. maleh jek nak amek ubat. aku asek tensen jek 2,3 menjak nihs. banyak mende nak kene pikie. kene buat. people keep complaining this and that. who do they think they are ha??
i'm sooo tired. nope. damn tired.
and plizzz, stop yelling me..instructing me with everything.
i'm not a robot ok??
at least..give me some spaces to breathe..
i'm drowning.
aku dah lemas. macam lagu lemas ruffedge tuhs. n rimas fabulous cats. aku nak wat pe yang aku nak n pe yang aku suker. dun force me. tolonglah!!aku nak ruang aku sendirik..aku dah lamer nak lepaskan komitmen yang berat tuhs. n come another one. aku tataw aku nihs actually heppiey ngan interview tuhs. perhaps, sum people will say..how ungrateful i am. bukan!!!aku banyak mende yang aku plan dlm pikiran aku nihs. dan x semua yg kiter nak tuhs, kite akan dapat. i finally found amirah nabila yang transfer tyme aku standard 4 luh. she's sick. maybe sumtim 2 do wif cancer. i dunno. i'm too afraid to ask. but i saw her passion to life, which i dun hv. she's got utp. but..dunno lar tuhs..set2 nih ader gak citer pasal diye sakit lame dah. but she kept smiling. supports are surronding her. everywhere. from every corner. aku?? ntahlar..it's not dat i'm giving up wif my life..aku jaz nak free..siket pom okaey lar tuhs..paler aku dah bengang nih taw. i miz my fwens. alot..x leh nak cakap..windu sgt2..i wish they were here..ryte next to me..hemm..hurmm..aku males lar nak pikir dah..aku x bacer pa per pom psl tun abdul razak nih. lantak lar...aku akan pahamkan..bukan hafal..dunno why..i jaz admire him..huhuhu..

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